Well, i haven't seen Yann in a couple of days =(

He says he might be coming here to see me soon =D

Cause he like won this money in this poem competition thing.

Yeah.

But anyway, Bugs is all upset at me because i like someone else.

Which isn't supposed to matter =(

And he's all "and he looks better then me" well mabye he does!

He thinks that way about Amber, but i'm not aloud to?

And i found this, it's pretty much what happened to me x_x Should go cut my face up then mabye he'll like me :

Girl: I have to tell you something...
Boy: What?
Girl: I really like you. And I... I think I'm falling in love with you.
Boy: Ok...
Girl: What do you mean "ok"?
Boy: I don't like you like that...
Girl: Why not?
Boy: I can't tell you... maybe another time...
From then on, the girl kept asking the boy "Why not?" whenever
she saw him, and he kept answering the same answer of "I'll tell
you later." Finally the girl got fed up.
Girl: I'm tired of this! Tell me why you don't like me!
Boy: Do you really wanna knowwhy?
Girl: Yes!
Boy: It's because you're ugly as fuck! What's the point of going
out with someone when they're not pretty?!
Girl: But... I...
Boy: Just shut up and leave me alone!
The boy leaves and the girl is sitting there alone, crying her heart out.
Then her cell phone rings.
Girl: Hello?
Mom: Sweetheart? I want you to go home, ok? I'll be home from
work in a few hours.
Girl: Alright Mom.
Mom: I love you.
Girl: I love you too, Mom.
Mom: Bye Bye.
Girl: Bye
The girl heads home and once she got there, she went in the Bathroom and Looked at herself in the mirror.
Girl: I'm not pretty enough...

She set to work, knowing fully well what she was going to do.
2 hours later, her Mom came home and heard the bath water
running. She went upstairs to find the hallway flooded so she knocked on thedoor.
Mom: Honey? Are you alright?
She opened the door and was shocked at the site. The bath was
overflowing onto the floor, and the water was tinted red. She
walked over to see what was inside and screamed.
There, her little girl was lying with cuts all over her face
and wrists. Her Mom backed away and was going to run to call the police when something caught her eye. On the mirror,

--am I pretty enough now?--

No one deserves to be told that by someone they love. If you find
it messed up then forward this to everyone you know.
A person's appearance doesn't count. What counts is their
heart
inside of them and their
personality. No one wants to be told
they're not good enough...

----

Yeah.

Mabye i like Yann cause he does think im pretty enough =)

x_x

Mabye i know that he'd never do that to me or anyone.

BUT it's okay.

I'll just love Bugs forever.
And when his first love breaks his heart.
Somewhat like he did to mine.

He can come and talk to me about it.

And when he gets married to the love of his life i'll congratualte them x_x and mabye even eat the cake =D

And when he has his first child and wants to go out with his wife, i'll baby sit for them.

And when his kid needs homework help and him and his wife are too busy with the new baby.

I'll help the kid ^__^

And when their kids are teenagers and are having problems they don't want to talk to their parents about.

They can talk to their rad friend Pretzel B)

So, i'll act like everythings ok. But i'll cry at night for him x_x